From Nirvana Sundari dasi – Russia, Moscow

Dearest Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet! All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
Today is your birthday and you are one step closer to Krishna because such a devotee as you will definitely return to Lord Sri Krishna. I listen to your webinars only because you can tell us some deep philosophical things with such love to Krishna that everyone is fascinated to listen to you with smiles on their faces. For me it’s much easier to listen to your classes because you make me laugh and I can listen to you for hours.
By your mercy we can serve our Sri Giriraj. He is so wonderful! Thank you for such an opportunity!
I always remember you because you are the best Maharaja ever! Gurudeva, you are praying for us every moment, for our safety, for our happiness in Krishna Consciousness. But you should know that we also pray for you and your health. You have endless love to us; the love that we, fallen souls, do not deserve. I really appreciate the association that you give me, the love, sincerity and care! I’ll always follow you even if you go to the end of the world and I will also follow your instructions!
We love you! We thank God that He has sent you to us! May Krishna always protect you! When I see you I remember Krishna’s pastimes and lilas: how He played with gopis, how He stole the things from gopis on the Yamuna’s bank. But my favorite story is Radha and Krishna dancing the dance of love, rasa-lila.
I remember the time when my grandma passed away. You scattered her ashes by her wish. Thank you for making her wish come true. You helped us that time. If you did not do it, I don’t know what would have happened. How difficult it would be for us to realize that our beloved Harimangala is with Krishna.
You are the bona fide disciple, devotee of Srila Prabhupada. By your mercy I can taste the love to Krishna. You inspire me by your example, you made me realize that this quarantine is a very good opportunity to read more Srila Prabhupada’s books, to chant more japa, to serve Krishna, our Giriraj with more love and care. You preach all over the world, spreading Krishna Consciousness and distributing Srila Prabhupada’s books. I am sure that your dear Guru Maharaja is very proud of such a disciple like you.
Thank you, Gurudeva, for all the things you have done for me, my mom, my grandma; you gave me so much mercy, but I don’t deserve it. I am a soul, but this soul is locked down in this material gross body. You help to save my soul. From life to life I will serve you, but in every life I will not be able to repay that debt to you.
One of my friends is rich, she has many houses in many countries, etc. But she doesn’t get the sense of life, doesn’t understand why we are here. In previous days I would say: “Wow, she is so happy, she is so rich, she has a wonderful husband and I don’t have anything like that…” But now I think she is so unhappy. She has forgotten Krishna! How can such a person be happy in this life?!
Living without the Deities, kirtans, japa, Srila Prabhupada’s books is simply impossible! Devotees are the happiest people in the world! Because we have our Kantha, our beloved son of mother Yasoda! We love Him so much! And He is the only one who can save our souls from this material world.
Gurudeva, I haven’t asked you about your health before, so I want to do that now.
Thank you.
Your servant, Nirvana Sundari dasi